Posts Tagged ‘WORKING’

Remaining happy and positive about my upcoming events, busy but happy! Unfortunately I’m not feeling manic but I’m still able to have enough energy to get done what I need to get done. Weddings can get so “political” when you least expect it, I never thought I would feel that way… what’s a gril to do?? They say it’s “your special day”, whatever you want to do, you do… but that’s not always the case! I’m glad I’m medicated and smart enough to know when to slow down and when to say no. Surviving in this world on a day to day basis can be quite challenging, even more so when you’re blonde… oh…and crazy, OMG! Sometimes I want to scream at the top of my lungs and wave my white high heels in the air (yes, I most ceartinly have a pair).  I’m glad I’m at a stable point with my mood and my meds because if I was working full time, going to school, and planning a wedding I would lose my mind for sure, probably come to work with two different heels on ;p – XOXO CrazyInHeels

“Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you imagined.” – Henry David Thoreau

I feel a sense of accomplishment in life right now. My meds are working great, my thoughts are clear, and my mood is happy. I’m not sure about you guys but I find that during the spring and summer months I’m able to wake up early ready to go, not manic… just easier to get out of bed?!  I’m frantically running around with work, school, the website… oh and planning a wedding, OMG to say the least! Now that I have a clear mind, I’m able to decide what I want to do with my life. The possibilities are endless, my goals ARE attainable. There are two main discoveries I’ve had in the last year that have dramatically changed my life… I’m smart, and oh yeah… I’m smart!!! Call me crazy (no pun intended) but this is something that most people discover early on in life, not me :p I had several things working against me: 1) undiagnosed ADHD 2) Bipolar 3) You guessed it… I’m blonde… how are you supposed to conquer that hurdle???! What can you wake up and see what you’re not in a “crazy” haze, I’m sure you will amaze yourself if you take a deep look! - XOXO CrazyInHeels

“I’m the type of girl who will burst out laughing in dead silence because of something that happened yesterday!”- I heard this and had to post it because it’s 100% completely me! Is this because I’m crazy or just me being me?! Who knows, and most importantly, who in the world cares! The way I see it is, if I’m laughing that must mean I’m in a good mood and meds are working so I win either way!!!! – XOXO CrazyInHeels