Posts Tagged ‘Scared’

A tree has politely decided to grow right over the pipe that provides cable and Internet for us so I’m disconnected from the world for another 2 weeks My anxiety is still high from all of the stress over the last month. I’m getting settled into the new home but I’m still scared. Where does this paranoia come from? I had a glass of wine to help calm me down but my nerves were so rattled that it made my stomach hurt. My thoughts are consumed of being attacked. I’m not exactly sure of how to get rid of them?? I was having a lovely conversation with my fiance about my crazy thoughts, stress, anxiety, and now… my new found paranoia. He looked at me and said “Great something else you have wrong!” What the hell kind of answer is that, I was thinking the same thing but only I’m aloud to say something like that. I’m a CrazyInHeels Bipolar Chick with Anxiety and Paranoia. I wonder if there is a new med I can add to my already full pill case?! Hopefully no one breaks into the house before I check in again :p – XOXO CrazyInHeels

We’ve already established the fact that I”m CRAZY, no doubt! I’m facing the fact that I’m a big fat scardie cat. Somewhere along my 28 years, for whatever reason, I’ve picked up a fear of dying. Great, something else to add to my list of crazy features. I’m scared that someone somewhere is going to snatch me, torture me and leave me to die. I think I’ve watched to many scary movies and Law & Order re-runs. I think my fear get’s worse the older I get, why is that?! Is there some other pill that I can add to my “medcation cocktail” that can erase my fears? If anyone out there finds it let me know ASAP, until them…. I’m shakin in my heels! - XOXO CrazyInHeels