Posts Tagged ‘Meds’

Yay, I’m still in a good mood. The new med is working great!!! I’m thankful I was able to take the week off of work to get back to the crazy silly girl I am but I’m going stir crazy…. so … stir crazy & mental crazy, what a combo! I’m excited to get back to reality. I have a few friends getting married in the next month so I will be VERY busy for the next few weeks. I’m looking forward to being able to celebrate, the crazy girl I’ve been the last month would not be able to stop crying long enough to make a toast. I didn’t think I would ever get back to “me” but I did and I’m excited to get back out there, heels and all!!! – XOXO CrazyInHeels

Doing a little bit better today, the medicine is slowly kicking in. I wish I could just have a straight IV of Happy Meds shot into my viens on a daily basis! – XOXO CrazyInHeels

I’ve learned that I can only control my thoughts and my actions, minus some of my crazy thoughts due to being crazy… some control. Anyways, I shouldn’t worry about what everyone else is doing and saying because I can’t control them. If I want to be happy… I can be happy (w/meds of course). Do you constantly worry about what others are thinking or doing? Why? It’s none of your business, too much to worry about! Some people will love  you some people will hate you, fact of life. If you live your life the best way that you can and you’re happy with the person you are than that’s all that matters. Who cares if someone thinks you’re crazy, fat, short, skinny, medicated, bipolar, depressed, or have anxiety. You are what you are. Embrace every “crazy” aspect of who you are and make the most of it! If you don’t like something, change it. If you’re sad do something about it. See a doctor, review your meds, make an adjustment to your meds, exercise, eat healthier. Whatever it is that will make you happier… DO IT. For today I’m happy with me and happy to be right where I’m at… and that’s having enough confidence to let go of what others think of me because I know I’m happy & healthy – XOXO CrazyInHeels

Happy that I am consistently waking up in a good mood and that I’m able to get myself out of bed. I’m still not a morning person but I feel as though I have a reason to get out of bed. Last night I was relieved that my anxiety did not make it’s daily visit. I went home and was able to cook dinner, clean up, do laundry, and catch up with friends all with a happy attitude It’s crazy to think that because of a few small pills the “crazy” thoughts and depression are subdued. – CrazyInHeels

Would I really want to feel like a normal twenty something chic trying to navigate through life??? I don’t think it would be such an adventure! Being crazy has allowed me to love more, cry more, feel more, and do things I would never do if I was normal, I suppose (is this good or bad?). How would the story of “My Life” go? I wish I could watch my life on a DVD and have the option to view the different endings, but I can’t (bummer). So if I can’t see the future I guess I’ll work on the present moment. The best I can do for today with what I have is go to see my doctors, take my meds, take time for myself, and stay positive in hopes of staying on an even playing field. When I do all of these things I have a clear mind to help me make sense of this crazy life and make choices that are good for myself and others around me. This story will end good!!! – XOXO CrazyInHeels

Checked in with my doctor (Nurse Practitioner) yesterday for a med check and everything seems to be looking better now. I think I’m finally out of my depression and back to my normal self, half a year later! I wake up on time, work all day with focus, get excited about things in my life that make me happy, and spend more time with friends. It’s nice when people around me notice a difference and let me know. I’m going to check in with my psychologist just to get some guidance on an even better mindset & help me with grieving the loss of someone close. Thank god for therapists, every one should have one on their speed dial life is so much more manageable with one whether you’re crazy or not. – XOXO CrazyInHeels

You know your meds are working when you get through a busy Monday at work, cook dinner, and survive the grocery store a week before Thanksgiving, all with out crying and wanting to kill someone! Today was a good day. I was sooo busy at work all day long and I was still in a good mood when I left. This hasn’t happened in the last few weeks. I wish I could put into words the excitement that I have for feeling normal again. I have a busy week planned full of cooking and more cooking. I’m back to me and just in time to enjoy the holidays. – XOXO CrazyInHeels