Posts Tagged ‘Laughing’

“I’m the type of girl who will burst out laughing in dead silence because of something that happened yesterday!”- I heard this and had to post it because it’s 100% completely me! Is this because I’m crazy or just me being me?! Who knows, and most importantly, who in the world cares! The way I see it is, if I’m laughing that must mean I’m in a good mood and meds are working so I win either way!!!! – XOXO CrazyInHeels

I’ve successfully made it through an entire week of work without losing my mind, so to speak! This was the first full week of work I’ve had in a while, the last two months had been horrible. I love it when I find the right “cocktail” of meds, not an easy task! Nothing like a crazy blond girl running around in her heels crying for no reason, those days are gone for now! Unless I see a really sappy commercial or read a great Hallmark card, yes… I’m that girl! My days are back to being full of fun, friends, laughing, and most importantly… shopping! Don’t worry I’m not “Manic” shopping, I’m reasonably shopping ;p if there is such a thing. Not sure what I’m doing tonight but I know it will at least involve a glass of wine and relaxing. - XOXO CrazyInHeels

I celebrated my 29th birthday this weekend. I had a great time! I’ve realized that I’m surrounded by people that love me and for that I’m grateful. I’ve been doing  a lot better than the last few months and my mood seems to have been stabilizing. My friends have stuck by me through the hard times and have celebrated the good times. I’m happy to be getting back to my normal life. I’m back to talking and laughing with my friends. Meeting for drinks and dinner. It’s good to get back out into the world and be social. Now if only I could wake up earlier in the morning! My meds are wonderful except for the fact that they make me soooo tired in the morning when I’m trying to wake up. I guess you can’t have everything easy but I can sure wish for it. - XOXO CrazyInHeels

I am so very excited to report that I’m feeling like myself again. I have climbed my way out of the deep black hole of depression that was closing in around me. I actually turned the radio up in the car and bounced around with the windows down this morning. That’s how I know I’m in a good mood, I listen to music on the way to work. I didn’t feel like I was stuck in the same routine of absolute hopelessness that I have been so graciously blessed with the last month or so. I thought for sure I was going to wake up in a bad mood for the rest of my life, not even a brand new pair of heels would cheer my up :p I’m back to living, loving, feeling, and laughing. I am my CrazyInHeels self. – XOXO CrayInHeels