Posts Tagged ‘Friends’

I’ve successfully made it through an entire week of work without losing my mind, so to speak! This was the first full week of work I’ve had in a while, the last two months had been horrible. I love it when I find the right “cocktail” of meds, not an easy task! Nothing like a crazy blond girl running around in her heels crying for no reason, those days are gone for now! Unless I see a really sappy commercial or read a great Hallmark card, yes… I’m that girl! My days are back to being full of fun, friends, laughing, and most importantly… shopping! Don’t worry I’m not “Manic” shopping, I’m reasonably shopping ;p if there is such a thing. Not sure what I’m doing tonight but I know it will at least involve a glass of wine and relaxing. - XOXO CrazyInHeels

I started saying OMG making fun of everyone that says it because everyone abbreviates everything and it seems like such a “tweeny” think to do (is that even the right label??) but then I started saying it ALL the time, negating all reason for saying it in the first place! OMG!! HAHA Anyways, back to my life, which is sooo normal it’s crazy! I’m so happy that we have FINALLY found the right cocktail of medications again. If you’re in the middle of a med change, or need to make a med change, or you’re so sad right now… please know that it’ll pass! Go to the doctor & work with them on starting meds or simply making some adjustments. There is no reason for you to continue living in sadness, moodiness, craziness, agitation, and frustration… come to the light! I’m fully medicated and loving life again, heels and all! I’m able to meet with friend for a martini, shop at the mall w/out losing my mind when I can’t find a parking spot, enjoy calling friends to catch up, enjoy going to work, and of course getting dressed up for a night on the town…. heels… check… dress… check… makeup… check… I feel alive again!- XOXO CrazyInHeels

I celebrated my 29th birthday this weekend. I had a great time! I’ve realized that I’m surrounded by people that love me and for that I’m grateful. I’ve been doing  a lot better than the last few months and my mood seems to have been stabilizing. My friends have stuck by me through the hard times and have celebrated the good times. I’m happy to be getting back to my normal life. I’m back to talking and laughing with my friends. Meeting for drinks and dinner. It’s good to get back out into the world and be social. Now if only I could wake up earlier in the morning! My meds are wonderful except for the fact that they make me soooo tired in the morning when I’m trying to wake up. I guess you can’t have everything easy but I can sure wish for it. - XOXO CrazyInHeels

I’m excited that it’s one day closer to Thanksgiving. I’m getting through this crazy hectic week on my own two “heels” with a smile on my face. I have a lot of stress around me but I’m keeping a positive spirit. I’m glad I’m not confined to my bead in a horrible mood crying every five minutes, that was horrible! My thoughts are slowly returning to a positive state of mind full of family, friends, shopping, love, and laughter. My life isn’t perfect and there’s absolutely no way I can be happy all the time but I’m more equipped to deal with the hard days and refrain from crying on a regular basis. I’m calling friends again, making time to see family, keeping the house clean, the laundry washed, and dinner ready. All of these things had fallen off of my to-do list for the last few months. I’m sure when those around us watch us slowly slip away into our own “hell” ( if you will) it’s extremely hard and frustrating for them but when they see us start living again it can be exciting. My fiance told me last night he was happy to see me back again and not to leave for a long long time… hopefully that happens!!! – XOXO CrayInHeels