Posts Tagged ‘Embarrassed’

I heard a fabulous quote today “When all else fails, look cute” words to live by right?! This should be my motto. Do you think being “crazy” changes the way people perceive us? I often wonder if I fit the typical stereotype of being “crazy. Do I look like someone who is about to lose her mind? Do I come across as absolutely nuts? Are people scared to be around me, or do they just plain feel sorry for me? I wish I knew what people were thinking when I break the big news. Up unitl recently I’ve never told anyone (besides close family of course) what was going on in my head (very crazy place). It was something that I was ashamed and embarrassed of, but why? I’ve grown into a confident woman over the last year or so and have come to understand that I can’t control what others think of me and it’s where I’m at today that matters not yesterday, last month , or even last year. People should be happy for me bacause I’m medicated (Thank God) and living a normal life. People who can live normal (whatever that is) lives with a mental disorder should be awarded a special prize each month (perhaps some shiny new red heels )! – XOXO CrazyInHeels