Posts Tagged ‘Doctors’

Interesting thought… “Does God make us uncomfortable with the comfortable when we don’t listen and try to do things our way in hopes of redirecting us?” Is anxiety in fact a divine intervention,if I may, that screams “TIME FOR A CHANGE, YOUR WAY IS NOT THE RIGHT WAY!!!” I never thought of this but it seems to make great sense when you start to think about it. Like I’ve said many times you are the author of “Your Story” and only you can write the ending. If you’re not happy with ANY aspect of your life… change it! Seems simple right, not always the case! What can I do today to make my life better… happier. I’m not going to get any closer to happiness if I continue to sit back, relax, and wait for the changes to happen. I’m confident in the fact that for today I’m doing everything I can to better myself and continue on the path of self discovery and happiness. I’m taking meds, seeing my doctors, continuing my education, yoga, and eating healthier. I control my happiness, not my “crazy” disease. Who or what controls your happiness, is it you?! – XOXO CrazyInHeels

Would I really want to feel like a normal twenty something chic trying to navigate through life??? I don’t think it would be such an adventure! Being crazy has allowed me to love more, cry more, feel more, and do things I would never do if I was normal, I suppose (is this good or bad?). How would the story of “My Life” go? I wish I could watch my life on a DVD and have the option to view the different endings, but I can’t (bummer). So if I can’t see the future I guess I’ll work on the present moment. The best I can do for today with what I have is go to see my doctors, take my meds, take time for myself, and stay positive in hopes of staying on an even playing field. When I do all of these things I have a clear mind to help me make sense of this crazy life and make choices that are good for myself and others around me. This story will end good!!! – XOXO CrazyInHeels