Do I Look Crazy

Nicole — Thu, 15 Oct 2009 20:18:17 +0000

I heard a fabulous quote today “When all else fails, look cute” words to live by right?! This should be my motto. Do you think being “crazy” changes the way people perceive us? I often wonder if I fit the typical stereotype of being “crazy. Do I look like someone who is about to lose her mind? Do I come across as absolutely nuts? Are people scared to be around me, or do they just plain feel sorry for me? I wish I knew what people were thinking when I break the big news. Up unitl recently I’ve never told anyone (besides close family of course) what was going on in my head (very crazy place). It was something that I was ashamed and embarrassed of, but why? I’ve grown into a confident woman over the last year or so and have come to understand that I can’t control what others think of me and it’s where I’m at today that matters not yesterday, last month , or even last year. People should be happy for me bacause I’m medicated (Thank God) and living a normal life. People who can live normal (whatever that is) lives with a mental disorder should be awarded a special prize each month (perhaps some shiny new red heels )! – XOXO CrazyInHeels

Random Info On Me

Nicole — Thu, 15 Oct 2009 04:09:05 +0000

Here are some things about me that you might not need to know but I thought I would tell you anyways…I love to eat food; cheeseburgers, pizza, french fries, garlic cheese bread, and definately dessert. Oh, and I am alwaysonly a foot away from candy. Most people don’t think I eat but those that know me well no I can put it down! I thank my mom for such a fast metabolism. I’m a hopeless romantic. Yes, that would include long walks,candlelit dinners, and sweet nothings whispered in my ear. I love to love, and wear my heart on my sleeve. I’m surrounded by friends not acquaintance’s. I would do anything to help a women in need. I love to sing in the showerand in the car. On my drive home from work I roll all the windows down and blare anything from Britney Spears (yes I said it) to Black Eyed Peas, any pop song that’s number one and makes me wanna dance, sometimes house music, sometimes country… I listen to it all. I like to be social but I love my alone time. I have total blonde moments but like my mom says… “You’re lucky your cute” Sometimes I say stupid things just because I know people laugh and think I don’t know what I’m talking about when in fact I do. I’m silly and funny, pretty and sweet, crazy & at times normal. I don’t know enough about politics to pretend I do. I was raised Lutheran but consider myself a “liberal” Lutheran if there is such a thing. I’ve learned that I’m not here to judge others & how they live their lives. I’ve made plenty of mistakes but learned from it all. I’ve learned to talk less and listen more (don’t get me wrong I still love to talk). I don’t love what I do for a living but I love the people I work with. I find passion in writing and helping others. I can’t wait to be a mother… but I can. I like to go to bed late and wake up early. I like to spend a night in with my fiance but also hit the clubs with my girls and dance all night long. I love watching mindless television “The Hills” “Kardashians” “The City” “Kendra” all the reality shows that make you wish you had that half an hour of your life back. I’m a neat freak and have a spotless home. My mom is my best friend. I love my dog and talk to her all the time. I’m finally happy withwho I am and what I stand for and I want to share it with you. I hope I didn’t say too much - CrazyInHeels XOXO

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