Posts Tagged ‘Confident’

I’ve been trying to find ways to bring me out of my funk. Last week I was stuck somewhere in the middle of crazy and normal. It’s not easy being so fuc%$&^ nuts. Some days are good some days are bad. Some days I feel strong and confident and some days I’m tired and anxious. Whatever mood takes over I try to stay positive, be thankful, and breathe, sometimes that’s all you can do. It will pass! – XOXO CrazyInHeels

Interesting thought… “Does God make us uncomfortable with the comfortable when we don’t listen and try to do things our way in hopes of redirecting us?” Is anxiety in fact a divine intervention,if I may, that screams “TIME FOR A CHANGE, YOUR WAY IS NOT THE RIGHT WAY!!!” I never thought of this but it seems to make great sense when you start to think about it. Like I’ve said many times you are the author of “Your Story” and only you can write the ending. If you’re not happy with ANY aspect of your life… change it! Seems simple right, not always the case! What can I do today to make my life better… happier. I’m not going to get any closer to happiness if I continue to sit back, relax, and wait for the changes to happen. I’m confident in the fact that for today I’m doing everything I can to better myself and continue on the path of self discovery and happiness. I’m taking meds, seeing my doctors, continuing my education, yoga, and eating healthier. I control my happiness, not my “crazy” disease. Who or what controls your happiness, is it you?! – XOXO CrazyInHeels

I heard a fabulous quote today “When all else fails, look cute” words to live by right?! This should be my motto. Do you think being “crazy” changes the way people perceive us? I often wonder if I fit the typical stereotype of being “crazy. Do I look like someone who is about to lose her mind? Do I come across as absolutely nuts? Are people scared to be around me, or do they just plain feel sorry for me? I wish I knew what people were thinking when I break the big news. Up unitl recently I’ve never told anyone (besides close family of course) what was going on in my head (very crazy place). It was something that I was ashamed and embarrassed of, but why? I’ve grown into a confident woman over the last year or so and have come to understand that I can’t control what others think of me and it’s where I’m at today that matters not yesterday, last month , or even last year. People should be happy for me bacause I’m medicated (Thank God) and living a normal life. People who can live normal (whatever that is) lives with a mental disorder should be awarded a special prize each month (perhaps some shiny new red heels )! – XOXO CrazyInHeels