Posts Tagged ‘Blessed’

Crazy busy right now, wearin down the heels of my heels ;p I’m glad to be feeling like a “normal” person that can function in the real world! The days are busy and can be very long but I’m living and learning with a normal state of mind, well… as normal as I can get?! I’m glad to leave behind the sad bottomless pit that I was stuck whirling aimlessly around for weeks. I feel like I feel more, love more, and live more because I’m blessed with this fabulous “mental disorder”. I experienced the worst of the worst but it makes me appreciate the best of the best! My emotions run deeper than most as my mind wanders to the extreme side of every emotion. Happy for now and enjoying ever minute of it! – XOXO CrazyInHeels

I’m being whipped around in a medication frenzy. I’m removing one, taking a new one, lowering the other one… boy oh boy. I cry for no reason at random times. I had to run out of work yesterday because my emotions took over.  I’m frustrated right now! I feel like I have so much to be happy for, so many good things in my life and I know I’m happy, but I don’t feel happy. Does that even make sense?! Apparently that’s what a mood disorder is, and I’m so lucky to have been blessed with one… Lucky me! For now I’m working through the feelings and taking some time for me. I have to get back to “normal” ASAP! – XOXO CrazyInHeels