Posts Tagged ‘Agitation’

My mood is lifting with each new day. I’m feeling much better and am getting back to being the CrazyInHeels girl that I am. I look back over the last few months and I can see all the warning signs of hypomania and manic depression. I went from an extreme high to an extreme low in a matter of a day or so. The hypomania was great and I look forward to it’s return. The depression can stay away! I haven’t been myself lately and that made me very sad. Those closest to me saw a difference as well. Now they get to see me return to me and it’s nice to hear people say that they see me going back to normal. I hate crying in the middle of the day for no reason, having an extreme lack of energy, experiencing extreme agitation & frustration, being highly combative, being filled with anxiety, and feeling completely hopeless. It’s horrible to be us when were depressed. It feels like your stuck in your own hell and you can’t get out. I’m so thankful that I have access to meds! I can’t stress how manageable my life is when I’m medicated. I’m genuinely a happy person, I work hard, I’m confident, and I’m in the scope of reality!!! Life is so much easier when I’m medicated and I strongly suggest you seek medical attention if you think you could be bipolar. You have the potential to live a normal healthy life but you have to be willing to admit that you’re “crazy”… much love!!! – CrazyInHeels