I’m a few weeks into my new medicine and feel like I’ve only reached a half way point. I’m not feeling 100% myself.  We’re approaching the Holidays fast and I need a pill that works ASAP, I don’t have time to waste. It can be so frustrating tyring to find a pill that works let alone the strength that you need  to get to, to make you feel better. I’m trying to be patient but it definately gets frustrating at times. Sometimes I wonder if I even remember how it feels to be normal. Am I ever going to be happy being normal when I know how FABULOUS it is to by hypo-mania?I’m going to increase my meds yet again and I’m expecting to have the side effects again as my body gets used to the dose. I hang onto the fact that happiness is within reach. -XOXO CrazyInHeels