It’s hard to get through the days when I’m not in a heightened state of mind. I’m slowly reaching a “normal” state of mind but I feel like it’s a slightly depressed mood because I wish I was hypomania. I feel like I still have a lack of energy and interest. I’m definitely not lying in bed crying anymore and for that I’m thankful but I wish I still had all that energy and drive. Maybe I haven’t reached the full potential of happiness while being normal. I’m just two weeks into my new meds so I’ll hold out hope. Just load me up with more drugs until I’m happy. I’m ready to kick up my heels and get back to life. – XOXO CrazyInHeels