I’m quite proud of myself for not losing it this weekend. I threw a big surprise Birthday bash for my fiancé in the midst of a mental breakdown and I pulled it off. To see all the people that came to surprise him showed me just how lucky I am to be with someone that has touched so many different lives. It’s nice to be surrounded by good people that love us. These people have seen us grow into the couple that we are today, crazy and all. They’ve seen us go through ups and downs (my ups and downs) and they still love us, they love Brian, and they love me. It makes me so happy to know that people admire and respect that I’ve put my crazy life out there. I was having a rough couple of weeks but last night seemed to wash away all those sad moment, all of the tears. I feel blessed and loved. I’m on a road that leads to happiness. I can be happy and crazy at the same time. – XOXO CrazyInHeels