Today I feel like there’s hope for my mood to return to a somewhat “normal” status. I know the good mood is there and I can ALMOST reach out and grab it. The meds are kicking in. Just the feeling of kowing that I’m close is what’s getting me through the day. I meet with my doc in a couple of days to adjust my meds and I know it’ll be even better after that. I wish I could run right into my her office and get an IV of meds shot right into veins for instant happiness. If only it were that easy! I know it sounds cliche but I’ve lost interest in the things that I love, I’m sad, I cry for no reason, I sleep all the time, I’m not talking to my friends, I’m tired and have no energy. I’ve crashed into depression and am trying to climb my way out of it. – XOXO CrazyInHeels